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Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Life's Candle
Life:-
"Turn her over a candle is lit i see thru her blow it out and save all her ashes for me. Curse me Ive sold her when theirs a poison that runs its course thru her. She has pale whit skin with strawberry gashes allover. he watch me fault her and said your living like a disaster then she said kill me faster i have strawberry gashes allover!
Called her over and asked her if she was improving she said feels fine its wonderful wonderful here. Hex me Ive told her that i dremt of a devil that knew her as i lay quiet waiting for her voice to say something. She said somethings you loose and somethings u just give away. scold me Ive failed her if only i had held on tighter to her pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me way from me. he watched me loose her its almost like loosing myself i said give her my soul and let them take somebody else get away from me"
To some life is a mystery and death is an unwanted enemy! to others life is a stranger passing by and death is an old friend you haven't seen in while. The point is every human has a different view on how this trail works. eventually humans surrender their known present self to a higher existence that a few understand. theirs an issue humans doesn't want to admit to themselves , and that's life as we know it is only a few amount of years it could be even less then the money we spend in a day!
then why is it that humans think they will live forever and actually never think of death but, from one moment to the next, nobody knows what will happen. A person could be alive and well one moment and dead the next, this shows the value of life and the uncertainties of death. Death is "the grate unknown" and that's why its intimidating to the point of obsession.
As a matter of fact it so happens to be Its the only time where theirs no discrimination no conflict no hatred between one another. We all will lay 6 feet underground all will have our remains scattered all will turned to bones or ashes all will become one with earth and all will rise from that same earth in one day to meet with our fate. we are all going to die simple as that so it is very equal to some extent , death will happen to all of gods creation however the question is can we live properly? Properly as in living life and enjoying life, a balance between your soul and mind and body. Most get sucked in by their surroundings and thoughts eventually loosing their focus in what their instincts believe in.
"I am determined to live" should be a motto to go by and the fact that simple words mostly always hold a grate meaning. so lets keep it stress free and simple continue to live and be happy its what really matters doesn't it ?
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Red September part 1
The year this story takes place is the year nearly everything happened to me. it was the year i moved from the city to a backward god forsaken town!! for my parent to drag me all the way to nowhere well its certainly NOT a dream come true !! It was the year where my father discovered an itch that later became cancer and soon took all his hair and his life away . It was a year a serial killer wearing a white suit roamed the country side leaving pretty young girls dead in the corn fields but mostly it was the year i tried to be someone else and went insanely head over heels for love. i don't know whether it was a fantasy or a never ending nightmare it seemed like the whole world was about to end. in the beginning i didn't see any of this in my future i just crossed an x on my calender and suddenly i was this new girl in a new town that no one noticed. i don't know why the idea came to me when it did but i instantly knew it would make life more interesting . Don't we all wanna be somebody different sometimes? someone smarter, sexier and bolder then we really are? or maybe it was just that i looked in the mirror and saw someone who's just as sad and lonely as me. Its like i have so much love to give but no one to give it to, or maybe i just went a little crazy. For a while there it seemed like craziness is in the air we where all just breathing it in . standing there in the middle of the forest all the life suddenly went out of me and i was demoted from hero to victim but with that shift of responsibility came a grate peace that im finally where i belong. distant but close to paradise , closer then i can ever knowingly admit to myself . Yes that was the day i fell in love with the murderous ego inside of me. The day where i slowly discovered that little girls insides , the day i cut open my first victim .....
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