Sunday, January 29, 2012

(My Euphoria) Red september 3

So maybe I'm a masochist, but i always knew someday my bloody desire will lead up to trouble. It was a fine day while i walked by the river quite a warm afternoon. I've already massacred the first 4 victims and was feeling satisfied so far, watching the river flow soothed my minds as the image of blood running down that old river is just a beautiful image I've pictured a thousand times. While i was wondering and daydreaming , i saw an unfamiliar sight at this time of day , mostly the river side is empty and deserted by this time , but here i am staring at a not so familiar gorgeous face. I froze as i met the gaze of this beautiful stranger , his eyes so mezmorising dark and saw rite thru me , i think i was having a hard time breathing , could it be my silly feeling creeping up on me again , or is it nerves since no one really notices me as i walk anywhere , all i knew is i was feeling butterfly's in my stomach form just a simple gaze that came from him ... i noticed i was staring as he was saying something couldn't really make out what it was that's being said , as i was too busy trying to balance my clumsy feet at the rocks , and to my bad luck and horrific left feet i was starting to slip .... It was going in slow motion even when i didn't want it to go in slow motion , like my vision suddenly vibrated to another dimension where i saw a simple story flash before my eyes , its beautiful really as i envisioned this ancient priestess princess and her warrior beloved standing together .... The princess arms him with a lance then she places a crest on his helmet , it is blue and gold - a token he will as he defends her honor in her fight. He is proud , his warhorse is a unicorn , his squire a monkey , cavorts at the bridle. She sews a gold symbol on a blue trappings: an armor nothing can penetrate. he holds aloft a lance, then in rides the challenger , a bull on the back of a goat , gauntlet and insult are exchanged , on the bulls shoulders a vulture cackles, the unicorn and rider shiver. a pageant arrives to referee the joust, first a fox trailing a scarlet cape from its neck is led in by a gorilla on a stage outflanked by a rabbit and a hare dancing flag dances. Around the arena thumbs a wildman horn on his head and as in his hand , a wildwoman rides in on the back of a griffen , she waves effigies of men and women , the winter trees are black with rooks, banners in red and gold and blue stream from poles brandished by bears. a trumpet heralds the contest . from one side of the field he spurs the unicorn , from the other the bull snorts at the goat . dead center on a raised dais , the princess sits with her hands on her lap the back of her right hand is in the palm of her left , she has an overview of the contest and the whole grotesque tournament.

Monday, January 16, 2012

Firefly

like a spark one minute its lit the other its gone just like that!! We as soul beings are exactly like a spark, made to visit the world with time being our enemy and friend. We lite the place up to bring beauty warmth joy.  We occasionally start a fire , its an accident really, mostly it portraits an image that dear precious life is only but a dream. In truth there is love and in lies lays deception. the human mind is a beautiful machine powered by thoughts, memories and people that enter your life to imprint part of their soul within you. Live life! don't be a stranger but be one with mother earth as she gives you life for it is her that shelter you feeds you, isn't that a functional mother in your point of view ? or is it cause u never felt her presence or noticed her? it might be that u think of her so rarely.... Here come real stars to fill the upper skies, and here on earth come emulating fireflies, that thought they never equal stars in size, and they were never really stars at heart achieve at time a very star like start. only, of course they cant sustain the part.